6 posts tagged “dream”

Why Can't I

remember what

there was to forget?

Why am I

Forgetting

what I should

Remember?

If I have forgotten,

Will I remember?

And if I can

Remember, who's to

say I won't want to

Forget?

~Unknown~

Silently, I sit alone
Pondering over many different things
Slowly, I drift away from reality
I am taken on invisible wings

The thoughts all flow together
Like a never-ending sea
All the emotions I have ever known
Quickly sweep over me

Silently I close my eyes
And bask in this wonderful pain
My soul begins to heal itself
Soon no scars will remain

Suddenly, something slightly wet
Crawls gracefully down my face
The single tear caresses my skin
At a beautifully unhurried pace

It falls down to the ground, small and fragile
With a shine as bright as a gem
And without a sound I drift back to reality
To face the pain again. 

~Amaya~

Across the sky I look and wonder

Up at the stars I gaze all night,

And while I'm sitting, staring overhead,

I ask, 'you do think of me, right?'

The stars continue to dance across the sky

A sign that seems to say

"He does think about you, all the time,

Every single night and day."

Into the sky I send my thoughts

Hoping they will find their way to you

And back across the heavens I gape

Wondering if you send thoughts to me too.

The shimmer of the stars tonight

Are dull compared to your twinkling eyes

But still I sit, I sit in awe,

At these dazzling, beautiful skies.

~Amaya~

Gothic, Preppy,

Emo, Loner,

Loser, Nerdy,

Punk, Stoner,

Hot, Geek,

Ghetto, Jock,

Label me

How you want

You may think of me

in any way

I won't let you

Ruin my day

I don't want to be labeled,

No one does,

So why are people

this prejudiced?

Stop labeling everyone

in the future, near,

I want to see these labels

~disappear~

I wish you were here with me,

When you're not around I feel so alone,

I want to feel your warmth against me,

I want you to never ever let go

I want to hear your loving voice,

To smell your wonderful hair,

To touch your precious warm hand,

I really want to be with you there

I wish I could feel your lips

Pressed passionately against mine,

I wish I could hear you say the words

"Everything is going to be fine"

I want you to forever keep my heart

For you seem the most fond of it,

In return I will forever keep yours,

And always treasure every moment

~Amaya~

My pain is hidden under a mask,

A mask that smiles at everyone and hates no one at all.

The mask hides my sad face from everyone,

Everyone including myself

For I do not wish to be a burden to any.

Recently the mask has been slipping off

Little by little, it inches its way to reveal the unbearable pain underneath,

It slips quickly when poked at by others hate,

But stops when I see others in pain,

Little by little, it kills my soul,

trying to figure whether to leave or stay.

There is a constant change from pain-free and happy

to overly depressed and sad

Like the sea or moon, my emotions stay fickle

constantly changing to accommodate those around me

There is one boy who is starting to realize

He can see the mask wearing away

Day by day I stand by him

and with each day I reveal a little more,

Hoping he can help to relieve my pain.

I don't want to be a burden to others,

So these feelings have never been said before

Never written, spoken, sung, whispered, or screamed

I wish not for pity from those who try to care but don't understand,

I only wish for understanding from one single person

And now that person has revealed himself to me,

So hopefully my mask will never come to cover my face again.

~Amaya~